The Strong Life Test for Women

PAPERWORK...OH PAPERWORK! HOW LOVELY ARE YOUR PAGES!

MAN! TODAY AND YESTERDAY, AND PROBABLY FOR THE NEXT WEEK OR SO, I WILL HAVE A TON OF PAPERWORK TO DO, SIGNATURES TO PUT ON IT, AND THE LIST GOES ON!

I AM APPLYING FOR DISABILITY, AND HAVE HAD TO RELY ON STAYING WITH MY SIS FOR A YEAR NOW, WITH ONLY MINIMAL GROC MONEY, AND LITTLE CASH FOR NON FOOD ITEMS...SO I AM PRAYING THAT SOMETHING COMES TO PASS VERY SOON!

BEING THE LATE BLOOMER THAT I AM, I'VE NEEDED SOME COUNSELING TO DEAL WITH SOME ISSUES THAT ARE COMING TO A HEAD, WELL KNOWING THAT THE PAST HAS A LOT TO DO WITH ALL OF IT! SO THEREFORE, I SAY TO ALL OUT THERE THAT ARE IN THE SAME BOAT, DO THE SAME, BECAUSE ITS AMAZING HOW MUCH BETTER A PERSON FEELS WHEN THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD IS LIFTED OFF THE OLD SHOULDERS! ITS NO USE HANGING ON TO BAGGAGE THAT ONLY HURTS US AND NOONE ELSE!

THE OBSESSOR...

YES, I OBSESS! OVER MANY THINGS, AND WHAT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING, SOME DAYS!

I LOVE TO SPEND MONEY! I LOVE TO EAT, AND I DWELL ON SUCH THINGS SO MUCH AT TIMES I HAVE NO ENERGY TO DO OR THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE! I EVEN NEED TO WATCH MYSELF, BECAUSE IF I DON'T, I COULD BE CLASSIFIED AS ONE OF THOSE HOARDERS U SEE ON THOSE DOCUMENTARIES ON THE A&E CHANNEL! UGH! WHAT, OF THESE THINGS, WASN'T I BORN WITH? YES, I WAS BORN WITH AN ABILITY TO WRITE CREATIVELY, LEARN MOST THINGS QUICKLY, TO BE MERCIFUL AND LOVING, BUT A LITTLE MORE PERFECTION AND A LITTLE LESS OBSESSIVENESS WOULD BE NICE...SO MY LABEL AS "THE LATE BLOOMER" WOULDN'T HAVE AS MUCH OF A NEGATIVE SOUND TO IT, LIKE THE BLACK SHEEP ALSO SEEMS TO HAVE!

IT SEEMS AS IF GOD DOESN'T WANT ME TO TAKE HIM FOR GRANTED, SO HE HAS GIVEN ME MORE THAN 1 CROSS TO BARE...AND SINCE WE ARE SUPPOSE TO HONOR HIM FOR WHO HE IS FOR US AND IN US, I GUESS I'M RIGHT WHERE I'M SUPPOSE TO BE...KNEELING DAILY AS A REMINDER OF WHO I AM AS WELL....WHEN I AM TRYING TO WALK THE PATH ALONE, VS WITH HIM...