What a life! I spent 10 months, from 7/12 through 5/13 at the local womens shelter...then I began staying with my Dad during his recovery from heart surgery(which was 5/29). When I am done here, I will hopefully have an apartment lined up...start overs and oops's never seem to end with me! I'm not lazy, I just seem to have a string of bad luck due to my own choices...and even though I'd like to think that my choice making has improved, when the past caught up with me, I haven't been able to get past it...now I have made a list of goals along with the steps to reach them, and am looking for the right kind of help needed so I can do so the right way. I am beside myself! At least, during recent weeks, I have researched some things like borderline personality disorder and oppositional defiant disorder, in hopes of understanding what makes me tick...because the avg person doesn't spend their life screwing up until they reach the age where it's harder to re coop and turn back. Still working on the disability thing...who knows what will become of it now...
As part of my goal list, I have started looking into freelance writing, as well as a business plan for a coffee shop. I filled out a bus. plan online at Rocket Lawyer, since I am allowed a free copy of it for becoming a member...and I've made a list of local business's such as our newspaper(to start with) to talk to about the writing possibilities...I just know I have to start somewhere! I don't mind working fast food, as long as I don't once again screw up my chances of keeping a job long term, or losing my chances for disability.
REMINISCENCE! Let us each share a story of ourselves; that special memory that will remain in your heart forever! Come along with me on my Journey called life...and laugh with me, cry with me, and give to others the love we share as friends...
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