YES, I OBSESS! OVER MANY THINGS, AND WHAT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING, SOME DAYS!
I LOVE TO SPEND MONEY! I LOVE TO EAT, AND I DWELL ON SUCH THINGS SO MUCH AT TIMES I HAVE NO ENERGY TO DO OR THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE! I EVEN NEED TO WATCH MYSELF, BECAUSE IF I DON'T, I COULD BE CLASSIFIED AS ONE OF THOSE HOARDERS U SEE ON THOSE DOCUMENTARIES ON THE A&E CHANNEL! UGH! WHAT, OF THESE THINGS, WASN'T I BORN WITH? YES, I WAS BORN WITH AN ABILITY TO WRITE CREATIVELY, LEARN MOST THINGS QUICKLY, TO BE MERCIFUL AND LOVING, BUT A LITTLE MORE PERFECTION AND A LITTLE LESS OBSESSIVENESS WOULD BE NICE...SO MY LABEL AS "THE LATE BLOOMER" WOULDN'T HAVE AS MUCH OF A NEGATIVE SOUND TO IT, LIKE THE BLACK SHEEP ALSO SEEMS TO HAVE!
IT SEEMS AS IF GOD DOESN'T WANT ME TO TAKE HIM FOR GRANTED, SO HE HAS GIVEN ME MORE THAN 1 CROSS TO BARE...AND SINCE WE ARE SUPPOSE TO HONOR HIM FOR WHO HE IS FOR US AND IN US, I GUESS I'M RIGHT WHERE I'M SUPPOSE TO BE...KNEELING DAILY AS A REMINDER OF WHO I AM AS WELL....WHEN I AM TRYING TO WALK THE PATH ALONE, VS WITH HIM...
